finally finished watching My Date with Vampire 3. been inspired in a lot of ways. they talk abt miracles, fate and love. yesterdae quite weird. after watching the last disc..i was like so full of analysis. talked to pple abt love and finally talk abt my emotions. talked to different pple abt self-identity. duno wad happen to me too.. jus talking nonsense. still the same old me. din wanna bother pple much with my stuff.

its been few daes le ba. we decided to leave each other alone for a while. it would do us good to recover. im sorry if im selfish. but i think we both nid time. i want to return the vcd asap as it would leave a scar to my memory.

time will heal all they say..true to an extent. wad it matters is the will power to move on in life. i found my way thru many valleys and wilderness. like the the children of Israel.. like cg. we had a pm yesterdae. was kinda of good and fruitful. it challenged them to pray more and be fervent. and we have 15 frenz!! i am so happy. praying that they wont back out.

anyway..back to the topic. after watching the show.. i realized the nid to of paradise. paradise is actually a place where pple imagine or think of. so that they can run to when the real world seems to pull them down. but is good sometimes. to be in our own fantasy. paradise. where we think and do with no limit. sometimes we jus nid to free up the real us. and soon after, we have to come back to the real world and face the states of the world. probably, paradise- this fantasy is our source of strength.

the term is coming to an end. and really God used my this term so fruitful. i had learnt so much in life. and wad it means to give in ur all. and how love changes all things. love frm love ones, frenz,family and many more. maybe love is the key to unlock paradise.

where is paradise? i would say is in our heart. when we show love, paradise will be formed.chim? i dun think so. jus show more love to the pple ard u. many of us are too busy to love or even take pple that u loved for granted. cherish them. forever is nothing until u make a day to day commitment. do u understand?

many sec sch students fall in and out of love. trying to find the one in the many. for show off? for accompany? wad do we really know abt love? the answer could be only with the love of Christ 2000+ yrs ago. Easter is coming. it will remind us an important event on history that saved mankind..even till this very age. how many pple are blinded by treating Easter as a public holidae? the greatest love of all is ard u. are u cherishing?

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